My parents are divorced, so I live with my mom and visit my dad every other weekend. At least that’s how it used to be, whrn I was a little girl. Now my sister and I visit him more often than that, probably because we’ve got cars now, but also because our relationship with him got a lot better then it used to be. Long story.
Anyway, all that just to say that I’m back home now, after having spent a few days at my dad’s, and the fact that I’m “home” again made me think that, although my dad’s home is also my home — and that I do feel very comfortable there and all –, my mom’s place is the one I always referr to as my home. Maybe it’s because this is the where I keep most of my stuff, and where I spend most of my nights, I don’t know. The thing is that it got me wondering if it’ll take me a little while to feel like my new appartment is my real home when I get married. Won’t it feel a little bit like someone else’s home for a while? I think it might take me a few months to get used to it. Not that it’s a bad thing, it’ll be wonderful to finally live with the man I love and share all my days with him and wake up by his side every morning. I’m just saying that, after living for more than 20 years in one place, I’m probably going to need a litle time — maybe a month, maybe even less — just to realize that that appartment is my actual home, and that I’m not just spending my vacations there or something.
Yeah, so maybe it will take me some time to realize it.Still, I can’t wait to feel what it’s liiike 🙂 It’s less than eight months away now!